Hi Nick, Well I dont know how but I managed to get through your birthday,christmas and New year, but it wasnt without help, we went to london on xmas eve I started at Barts Hospital where you were born and laid a Red/White/yellow Roses and card, we then went to Patrick coman house and Granville Square, onto wynford rd and finally your beloved Emirates, It broke my heart all over but I knew you were there, I still cant imagine my Life without you, never seeing that beautiful smile and hearing you say "I Love You Mum" so much we take for granted, I know you will never leave me, and I find some peace in that. Everyone misses you, but I know that you will be loving the fact that you are still the topic of conversation lol. Please keep sending us signs,Life will never be the same again, but I know we will meet again one day soon, Love you so much Nick and dont you ever forget that, lots of love Your Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx